Saturday, March 7, 2009
common test ended this week!! YAY! finally right? but that means results are like coming in soon:( sad case! got some back alr! some good some okay some bad:( wel, either way, i just gotta get over it right?
i actually wanna change the blog link and skin and everything cos i want a new start suddenly! like just to put behind some stuff and everything, but too lazy to...so until i get the mood to do so, stick with this first ppl:)
and tham and i are gonna be nerve cells. and when i become one, i'll send welcoming messages to everyone but her:D okok! jkjk tham! i send welcoming messages to YOU and ONLY YOU okay?! haha:D tham is being a crazy person anyway, she's high on adrenaline:) (you know what this paragraph means? it means that i'm studying too much bio)
went to st luke's on wed for CIP. really meaningful i think, just to sing for the old folk's living in that hospital and bring smiles to some of their faces. seeing some of them sick, lying on the bed made me think of my grandma and for a brief second i really felt like crying but i got over it anyway. i guess me, being the dun-cry-easily person is good in a way or another? thks to jadey and jia(hui) the previous night before, it turned out to be a success cos i was really stressed out the night before cos i thought we had to plan a lot of activities. but both of them stayed up to help me to get the scores and chords for the songs. especially to jia who was alr sick but didnt tell me! and thks to denise (who despite keep saying she's tone deaf) but still sang with me! <3you guys! and everybody else who went down that day and making this a success. this really meant a lot to me cos i thought it will just be an absolute failure cos i havent planned anything for years and everybody will just be silently blaming me in their hearts or smth so yea. THKS EVERYBODY!
piano exam on fri. was okayish but still, hope for the best!
i just wanna break away. i dun want to close my eyes every night and see the same thing that has been in my memory and mind for the past 5 months... i wanna forget you, you who gave me this nightmare:( dun let history repeat itself pls... <3michyy
Mrs. Geek ended @ 11:30 PM
