Wednesday, April 6, 2011
hmm realised i dun blog as much these days! haha yea...a few post per year vs 1 post per week thing which i used to do..yea. its no wonder this place is dead haha
so i've been on a whole emotional rollercoaster thing which che will probably call "a crisis"! but i got over it:)
just the whole thing about syf and how ppl just get really upset with each other due to stress and everything! guess its just the usual stuff term 2 brings to all of us! i knew it wasnt gonna be an easy term but i didnt expect myself to fall so deep and be so affected by it:( i apologise to those ppl who i lost my temper at, and i was super angst and moody in school so yea sorry:/(although some ppl will beg to differ and say that i'm just awesome at concealing my true feelings cos i just look so super positive and happy)
on a happier note, i found my hope and goals and direction back:) i think the reason why i was so moody (plus i was sick) the last few weeks was cos i lost all these. after that whole episode, i really didnt know where i was heading to. not to mention all that stress that was coming at me from all corners of the world...yea its no wonder i was in such a bad mood! but i found my direction back (weirdly) during the syf balloting! haha! weird place/event to be inspired/motivated but i just was for some weird reason! and of course, all those wonderful juniors who never failed to make my day! PS cos she was so super duper sweet!! saying how she wont quit CO cos she cant bear to leave her ZR + co family behind!! I for telling me that she has changed her mind and decided not to quit co cos she loves the ppl here! and all the stupid, retarded ppl who never fails to make me laugh! (my bro, xmas, A, XK etc etc!!) and yes thanks to XK for always letting me play with his cute stitch heehee:) and some of those wonderful J2s who no matter what happens, just continue to support me and help me! i'm really appreciative of all of you guys!! its cos of you guys tat i can keep hanging on!!:)
and cos my mood improved, my cold got better yay:) even my bb say my mood suddenly improve and i'm not as sian anymore! and i found my smile back yay:)
ok now that i'm done, i'm going back to my essay outline! (sleepy though...)
love,michyy
Mrs. Geek ended @ 11:21 PM