Saturday, August 6, 2011
cos when the heart breaks no it dun break even
okay i havent blogged in a million years! my life has been...eventful haha. well i just stepped down from my position last sat and i went through syf + enCOre and everything these few months...
looking back, it hasnt been easy. like really. ACCO has really given me a lot. too much in fact. i've been through the worst emotions EVER and possibly the most extreme too. Its like...one moment i'm crying like MAD and the next i'm laughing super hard! yeps. but i dun regret it:) i've been able to serve and see my wonderful co grow every single day! from a COP standard to a gold standard CO (thats an achievement!) and to see ALL my wonderful co members (my juniors especially cos they're just so cute and everything!) work together, have fun and make music together:) I've had a really wonderful journey and i'm a happy kid now hee:)
actually...i'm doing this blogpost cos i miss my J1s a lot a lot! ytr i was telling some of them that I was gonna disappear for about a month (1 week study break + 3 weeks prelims + sept hols) and their reaction was so super cute and made me miss them X10000!:( i told ps and she was like OMG! its okay...heartbreak only:( then she (as usual) hug me and dun want to let me go for lessons! haha sweet girl<3 then EM also! she was just telling me how KH is different from me (cos he totally not high but very nice to bully:)) and that she miss all of us a lot a lot:( yeaa i miss all of you too! and the card you guys gave me for farewell is like...ULTIMATE LOVE<3 i just keep staring at it and its making me miss all of you even more:( and i dun wanna admit it but i almost cried during farewell. yea...luckily i didnt cos i think its quite embarrassing...
and i've passed on the position to my bro and i got a lot of ppl (that i want) into the new comm so i'm quite happy about it:)
and the farewell gift my section gave me! omg..they gave me a cactus and xk was like "i researched on it! you guys are the cactus and co is the spikes! so no matter what, co will always protect you guys!:)" aww so sweet! and they gave me a heart shaped pillow! (the same one that my bb gave me last year haha) and the sticky sweets from the co! i've never REALLY liked sweets as much as chocs...but i'm addicted to it now:/ and THE CARD OMGGG:(
its okay. the card is gonna be my new motivation to study. i just realised i've always been passing exams (and not getting into ssp) cos of co! like i've always done it so that i wont need to waste time going to ssp and can spend more time helping out in co etc! so now...i've decided that i'm gonna study and do well for As for co too!:) i'll get all my As for my dear juniors and make them proud yay:)
bye acco! you've given me a lot and i've given back quite a bit too. i shall try to stop thinking about co THAT much (i seem to still be worried that stuff dun go smoothly...haiz) and start channeling that energy into studying! i'll be back after prelims and definitely after As! oh and for enCOre next year too:)
okay and i wanna say that the title of my blog post is that cos i'm super addicted to the song haha! and yea i'm so heartbroken cos i got no more acco anymore:(
and since i'm on that song...let me show you this amazing version of it! maddi jane is SO GOOD! and she's like 11 only!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DrzGHgmG3y4&feature=relmfu
love.michy
Mrs. Geek ended @ 9:05 PM
