Sunday, September 4, 2011
"Never thought in a million years, i would be this close to you. this is like weird and awkward. because we are so different. but well feelings amongst other things brouht us together. so… i just wish and hope that this will last. and not end. although i might not know what will happen in the near and distant future. <3"
totally agree with that. and i dunno whats gonna ever come out of this cos i alr foresee so many prob. but omg i think i may be falling a bit too deep to pull out.
i just hope you dun screw yourself up. gosh so worried:(
its like passing you a gun and trusting that you wont pull the trigger on me
trust. such a big word..sheesh
wrote this post a month back or so when everything first started. well...we may have gone a little too fast at the start, lost control a little, but i think i got stuff figured out and my life is finally back in control.
i asked a friend about this (not gonna mention any names) and she sent me such a sweet text (2 VERY long texts in fact) that i totally cried. i guess she's right. if we're meant to be, we will be tgt. If we're meant to be, even if we're at different ends of the world, we'll end up tgt. but if we're not meant to be, even if we're both in Singapore, we still wouldnt end up tgt. i hope we do, but if we dun, i'll just wish you well and hope that no other ppl find out about us. ever.
i've asked a couple of ppl about this...and i've had REALLY extreme views...
you made me cry once. badly. i wont be crying over you again...well at least not over the same issue.
i guess this period of time will be good for us. for us to slow down and think about all that we have. and for us to sort out your life before making any decisions. i think thats the best for us right now.
but no matter what, you've been a different, yet good friend. and i love you no matter what people say/ what happens:)
Mrs. Geek ended @ 1:31 AM
